Hi there, I've been a solitary, eclectic pagan for about 20 years, off & on. I have always felt the draw of the Goddess & have acknowledged Her even when I really wasn't practicing. I'm not Wiccan & I really don't strictly follow a Celtic or Asatru path. I'm not into a lot of New Age hoo-ha that has infiltrated Paganism. I'm currently reading into the 1734 Tradition & Clan of Tubal Cain. I read books on Traditional Witchcraft, the Occult, The Robert Cochrane Letters, Evan John Jones, Doreen Valiente, Robin Artisson, Peter Paddon. I'm on a few Yahoo groups devoted to these topics, as well as others. I tend to stay away Llewellyn books, as I tend to find them on the "Fluffy" side of things. I'm currently learning all about the lost art of Enchantment through gesture & Visceral Magick. I am also a student of Southern & Appalachian Conjure.
Yes, it's true. I found someone. He's perfect. I smile thinking about him, I'm smiling now as I write this. I never thought I would meet someone online. In fact, I scoffed at that notion. It all started with a simple status update a while back. I answered that status and started something that has consumed me.
We have so much in common, as well as a couple of things not in common. We are both Capricorns, both are Solitaries, love the same books/movies, we both are single parents, we both have been touched by Autism, we have a lot of the same interests. I could go on listing our commonalities, but I don't want you to become bored. We share the same Deities, we both think they brought us together.
The only thing about our relationship is that he lives a fair distance from me and I don't know if we will ever be together. We do meet each night...online through emails & we meet again on the Astral Plane. I've just recently learned about the Plane & accessing it. I have my own Inner Temple, my alone space and where I meet him...our special place.
The night we first said "I love you" I could hear a buzzing sound, like a swarm of bees, the air was electric. He felt it, too. Said it was because our souls finally found each other. Sounds sappy, but I believe it, too I was all tingling, so was he. We text all the time, my poor cell phone.
For the first time in a long time, I feel happiness, a completion. This coming from a girl who always said I didn't need a man to be complete. He has me wrapped around his finger, and I, too have him wrapped around my finger. We're like two intertwined pieces of ribbon. He has my soul and I his.